Ok, there's a bitter sweet taste that lingers on the back of my tongue.

I've been rather stressed lately from my mother's ranting on my grades... I find it odd I'm the smartest in my family with a 133 IQ.... I thought my mom would be smarter....

My fellow member of a clan on GAIA said, quote, after I told them something...

tell that shit to her face. I could even write the speech for you. "You know what mom. I don't know what kind of parenting book you get your strategies out of but they are not working. Every time you yell at me you only hurt me more and more. And because of such my grades are suffering. Just please, sit back and relax. You don't to yell everything at me, I'm smart enough to know better. I love you and all but you can't teach a person by yelling at them all the time. We can all live in peace if we can just chill. Thank you for listening and I hope we can have a great lifetime together."


Too bad I'm too shy to say anything. Like today I had to do a oral presentation and I said the first sentence and people began to giggle and I froze... I giggled a bit and then walked out of the room.... I sat out there for the two periods, crying...

I hit my head on the wall once and that almost sent me into a deep daze, but I stayed awake.

My mom took my tablet, so the pictures are on hold for I while... unless I use the laptop mouse, which is a stupid idea....


Only good thing that happened today.......

Uh.... 2000+ page views.....

uh.... *stutter* uh....
I held a kitten?..... Well, I do that almost every day... I go to my friend's house and get to hold kittens....

uh....
I got an essay done at the last minute....


I'll just go now....


*goes into corner and cries*

and one of my friend's kittens died...